Single Variable Calculus with Analytic Geometry
so i suppose im immersed in my schooling once again. i dont know whether ive gotten better at being a student, or its just that im enjoying what im doing more now. it seems like the longer ive been in school the more i like it and the better i am at it. maybe its just that ive realized what it actually takes and fully accepted it. or maybe its just that im only taking science classes and i dont have to write any papers on things i dont care about anymore. but in either case, im enjoying my classes now more than ever. i also realized that when im doing my homework im using words and terms that are almost completely alien to anyone who hasnt taken some sort of physics or calculus class. which probably means that im actually making progress. and the funnier part of that is that i actually understand what im talking about. but just the names of my classes makes me kinda proud of how far ive taken myself in school. maybe in some alternate dimension i would have known what i wanted to do in high school and actually taken the classes i needed to go straight to college. no matter how much i think about what kinda circumstances would have brought about that kinda life for me, theres really no point. i could say, oh maybe if my parents had pushed me a little harder i would have figured it out faster. but i think really it just comes down to yourself. i can almost remember the exact moment i realized what i needed to do with myself. and it really was and is a Need and not a Want. i feel like if i dont go to school and learn and make progress im wasting my life. maybe im wasting my life right now. this has gone on for too long. this is what i get for realizing how much i dont write in this thing anymore.