Between work, that silly internship (that I'm probably investing too much time in for the return I'll get), doing odd tasks for the folks, and other social obligations (which are probably trivial, but I feel I'm slacking on them none the less) I'm warn to the point of exhaustion. I had contemplated calling in today and taking an evening to rest, but opted against it. Now I kind of wish I had after a scare where I ran off the road for a bit on my way home from work tonight. On top of that, I can feel a sickness encroaching. Sometime soon, I'll need to take some time and catch up on the sleep that I've lost over these past three months.
The only problem is I have this deep regret whenever I so much as think of wasting an entire day that I could have used it to do something, be it trivial or productive, instead.
Before I can start to get better, there are three things that I need to learn: Time management, to take time and relax, and above all, to say NO sometimes. But until then I guess I'm just going to be a warn out little dog.
Now, lets look at puppies together!