Le sigh
From a happy day yesterday to a rather blechy one today.
I totally forgot 9/11 was today and I hate todays news. I wish I could block it out... I really do. I hate how upset I get over it. It's not my fault. It's stupid. It's... Gdmit USA. You suck. Shut up. It's not like you make us all remember Pearl Harbor. It's been years. And... sfsfadjbhdafs. I'm stupid.
And here I was hoping for a good day. I was all pumped for 9 and dinner and stuff.
Why can't I be selfish more often and be all: "You said we could!" but I always factor what would happen. I mean... it'd be no fun and worth nothing if they didn't want to do it right? Mn... Such a rock and a hard place kind of decision I guess.
Ffff... I just want a hug and to get out of the house away from the news right now. Not get all excited for things and get let down... Happens far too often IRL.
I'm going to lay down and play Rune Factory 2 now. Stupid Palermo Shrine. Stupid Forging.
I totally forgot 9/11 was today and I hate todays news. I wish I could block it out... I really do. I hate how upset I get over it. It's not my fault. It's stupid. It's... Gdmit USA. You suck. Shut up. It's not like you make us all remember Pearl Harbor. It's been years. And... sfsfadjbhdafs. I'm stupid.
And here I was hoping for a good day. I was all pumped for 9 and dinner and stuff.
Why can't I be selfish more often and be all: "You said we could!" but I always factor what would happen. I mean... it'd be no fun and worth nothing if they didn't want to do it right? Mn... Such a rock and a hard place kind of decision I guess.
Ffff... I just want a hug and to get out of the house away from the news right now. Not get all excited for things and get let down... Happens far too often IRL.
I'm going to lay down and play Rune Factory 2 now. Stupid Palermo Shrine. Stupid Forging.