i just got back to northern california last night.
slc with my neice was really fun. she is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute.
my nephew is really cute too. hes like a marshmellow baby haha, nice and chubby!
slc with my parents was a bore and i was totally irritated around them.
it brought a lot of thoughts about how they raised me. and i remembered a lot of dumb shit that happened and made me see their true colors even more. so i got more pissed off.
so now im at their house for 2 weeks until school starts. totally boring. there is nothing to do here. i dont even know why they made me come up here. to do nothing. i dont have a car to drive while im here. no one wants to drive up here to pick me up. everyone is in school or work anyways.
i really miss brooke. i dont like living far away anymore. well not that i ever liked it. but the more we get to see each other, the harder it is to say goodbye and the more painful it is being apart from each other.
i want school to just start so i can be occupied and get a job to pay off some of the shit i have to pay off.
thats my neice. cute huh?