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[formerfetus]

my self-esteem is about [here].
(that's me waving my palm very very close to the ground.)

my chest is clenched up and i feel like two bucks maybe, and that's only because i just took a shower

Comments

[damienspunkmom]

I am sorry to hear you are taking this so badly- I can only imagine. I have to say I am surprised.... when you were waiting to get the procedure done, it almost seemed like it was no big deal to you; like getting a mole removed. And now you are acting remorseful. You are nto a bad person; but everyone has their demons to deal with. Deal with this and move on =)

[formerfetus]

the decision to do it was nothing. it's more like i'm focusing on how the fuck in the world this could happen. who the hell am i. so it's not remorse as much as it is self-loathing.

yeah i have no remorse for my decision to kill it.

i have tons of remorse for my decision to sleep with him in the first place.

i skimmed this and then decided..

[formerfetus]

you should get out of my life.

Re: i skimmed this and then decided..

[weepingorge]

I wish you meant this to be as funny as it is.

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[weepingorge]

formerfetus, can you ignore her, because I want her to stay. I know she's wrong, and I want her to admit it, or at least think about it, instead of leaving with her self-righteous parting shot.

Re: i skimmed this and then decided..

[formerfetus]

i haven't been reading what they've been writing, so sure. ignoring is easy at this point. have fun :)

Re: i skimmed this and then decided..

[weepingorge]

*huggles* I think your abortion is sexy!