twenty-five days since conception; eleven days to abortion

[formerfetus]

stewart
today i got really creeped out when mentally referring to the fetus as "Stewart." not because it's naming a fetus, and not because i'm commissioning someone to kill it. i was feeling strange because i named it after a person that i do not know and do not like. i named it specifically after a person that i would never want anyone that i am

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[psychesky]

Lexapro is also my friend, altho for panic attacks and not depression. Try not to forget it *too* often, it will mess things up.

A lot of people are declaring this journal a fake, and altho I am a sceptic to the core, I am still reading. Because even if this *did* turn out to be fake, you were a total attention seeker, it wouldn't change the fact that it's interesting. Fiction still sells in the bookstore, right? Anyways, what's worse: offering support to someone who turns out *not* to need it, or harrassing someone who it turns out *does*?

Good luck with everything. Just because some people think you should be totally distraught about this, doesn't mean that you have to be. You're taking charge of a situation and you've made a choice. Be proud.

[pinkfurrycat]

yeah, a lot of people are saying this is fake.
I still like reading it anyway.

[formerfetus]

yeah it's not fake. but i'm tired of arguing with people about it. seriously, read or don't read. the journal isn't written for anyone but me (and maybe my mom in the future when i tell her) anyway.

several of my friends have come on here, and throwingstardna's journal vouching for my validity. of course sometimes they had to post anonymously so people didn't track me down haha.

anyway, thank you for your support (or those of you who have provided it) because i *do* need it and it does mean a lot to me.

<3

[theoneontheleft]

Very good point.

[luckyfetus]

I assure you that she is in fact pregnant. I watched her pee on the test, and I watched the test relay postive results.

She started this journal for her self and for her friends and the "father" to understand what was going on and what she was going through at this time in her life. It is beneificial to us all.