It all makes sense...we're capable of beauty
Life just transforms into reoccurring cycles of events. And sometimes I just get so tired of it. Everything is the same and nothing ever changes. Its horrible, its my own hell. I just want something remotely new in life, just anything. Well at leased school is starting back up but the thing is that I would still be sleeping when I got out of it so it really doesn’t help. So today of course I hung out with James, got my check went to the mall… to get plugs and see random people. Then went to ihop for the rest of the fucking day… sitting there for ours really makes you want to commit suicide. Hung out with James, Alex Gerber, Matt Voegel and Andrew Voegel, Zach Wall, Megan Marker and her friend Chelsea. Smoking the worst cigarettes called Tahoes which gave me the worst headache. But I was with good company so that was the alright part. Also I hung out at Volume chilled and talked to Adam and got a cd, also was alright. I’m so sick of this shit. Why cant something happen to me. Ah there is no need to repetition. I hate saying it over and over because nothing happens so pointlessness hits me. I’m tired or work, I’m tired of life, I’m tired or being tired every morning, I’m tired of myself. Lost perfection