life sucks but hey gotta deal deal deal
I guess the weather can be a imagery of how I feel inside. Like a metaphor that I have just realized in the moments driving home tonight. My skies may be gray and dreary, but there are moments with patches of light… and the world is still vivid as a day with perfection. Where nothing is wrong but I always think there is. So I guess this all means life sucks but there are always good moments. But anyways away from that emo shit. To tell about my day now. Lets see went to summer school and I took my final exam a day early and I got a 105 on and a 96.5 for the all around year grade. So that made me in a energetic and happy mood. After school I took Katie to work and went home. Got home and just relaxed and cleaned my room for no reason at all. Then Matt and Andrew gave me a surprise visit and asked me to go to chick fil a for lunch and see Phil so yea of course I did. Went there, ate, talked to Phil who was just getting off and talked. At the time Phil was on adderall and I got weak. Haha. Then Andrew took some and it was silly. Then me and Matt went to volume for him to get a cd and we where there for about 2 minutes. What a lovely visit. After that me and Matt went to Phil’s house and waited for him to take a shower and get dressed. So he did and we went to Matt and Andrew’s house and chilled there for a while. I tried to learned the bass or guitar but gave up quickly. Fuck that shit. So hours later me and Phil went to IHOP because the Voegels had to go to karate and so me and Phil talked about what was going down next week, got some plans up and list of ppl and brew to get. Bleh I cant wait. Me and him where there for 4 hours. In that time Kim and Brandon Snyder came and we played cards for hours to kill time. Ohh and I forgot to say today is Andrews birthday. <3. So at 8 we left to go meet the Voegels dad at El Tap and we did and waited for everyone else to get there, a.k.a. The Voegels of course, Dylan, Dan, Zach Wall, Addie’s gf, Tyler. And we ate free El Tap and celebrated Andrews birthday. Then we all went back to his house and had cake and sang happy birthday, lovely time. So after that we chilled there for like two secs and then went to IHOP… yea. Chilled there intel 10:40 and everyone split. The Voegels when to go drop off Zach and Dan and Dylan and Phil went to tylars house to toke up… yea my night sucked but ohh well. On the way home I thought a lot and got all fucking gay and shitty. Ohh well. I don’t care. Right now im watching tv and sitting here… fuck this im out