fucking awesome
lots of shows coming up for Cutthroat Cinema in january nice to start off the year with shows. The 8th we are playing at Mic. Bobs, then the next day a show show love Phil's mom house and then the 15th at Club Live. exciting. i hope they all go well and i dont kill myself. every other thing in life is shit, the only thing i really care about anymore is the band and if i lost that then i would have no reason to get up anymore. and just rot away. hmmmm i hate this. i wish i had something that would make me feel special something that would care about me and be with me. but i guess i have friends to patch some of that up but friends just go to an extent... i dunno. its almost new years and i have no plans or resolutions, another year of hell. whatever i need a cigg. bye