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soo mine and leahs bdays r comin up soon... i have a possible place and possible bands ... but nuthin for sure yet... so once i find everything out for sure which will hopefully be by this wkend ill let everyone know:)
...sooo iono i dont understand kohl really like he was the one that started talkin to me again and led me on and blah blah blah and then he kinda backed off and stopped talkin to me so i was like fine whatever i dont wanna deal with that so i stopped talkin to him for like a wk and then just last nite he all the sudden wants to talk to me again and wants to see me..iono it made me really happy cuz ive missed him but hes confusing me..i donno what to do with that mister...
hmm the whole movin back to washington...im leanin more towards no just based on whats happened this past wk and who ive talked to and stuff...my mom said that if i want to move there thats fine but i shouldnt drive down there with my dad when he goes becuz hes not gonna be stable when he gets there he has nuthin planned out..no job and doesnt know where hes gonna live and my mom just thinks its a bad idea for me to go right away and i agree with that.. but then i also feel bad for my dad just leavin and bein alone not knowing what hes goin to do pretty much..but yeh i really want to stay here cuz me and leah have been plannin on movin out with eachother we even have dish sets and everything lol..
if i do stay here i need to find another job within like 2 wks.. becuz my mom sold most of the accounts that we clean but we still have 2 left but i will only be workin like 1 and a half -3 hrs a day...starting september 1st.. so i need to get another job full time that way i have 2 and can make enough money to support myself and moveout with leah if thats what happens...
i just read sheilas post and im soo with her on the fact that i donno what i want to do or want to be either... i remember when i was in highschool like a freshman my parents would alwayz ask me what i wanna be or what i wanna do and i was like iono lol... i have 4 yrs to think about it ill figure it out.. and now im already graduated and im stillllll confused and stuck...its not like i dont have ideas.. but not just one of the sticks out jumps out at me.. i keep thinkin about more stuff and then i go back to what i was thinkin before.....and its just back and forth
i do want to go to toni and guy.. ive alwayz been into doin hair and have done mine soo many times and my friends lol ..i do want to go to some kind of makeup school.. i did want to go to a beauty school until i heard that u just go and learn the basics ..u dont really specialize in anything particular so its harder for u to get a job like in a salon or wherever...uhm ive been thinkin about bein a vet or sumthin that has to do with animals cuz i love animals..iono theres other things.. i think what i need to do right now is get a full time job and id also have the part time one right now.. and save up some money think about what i really want to do for a while and then decide and go to school.. i really dont wanna just jump into anything right now that im not sure if its really what i want...
but on a happier note (if u laugh at me i dont care lol) im goin to the backstreet boys concert next friday.. me and my mom have 3rd row tix lol sooo im pretty excited about that! :)
...sooo iono i dont understand kohl really like he was the one that started talkin to me again and led me on and blah blah blah and then he kinda backed off and stopped talkin to me so i was like fine whatever i dont wanna deal with that so i stopped talkin to him for like a wk and then just last nite he all the sudden wants to talk to me again and wants to see me..iono it made me really happy cuz ive missed him but hes confusing me..i donno what to do with that mister...
hmm the whole movin back to washington...im leanin more towards no just based on whats happened this past wk and who ive talked to and stuff...my mom said that if i want to move there thats fine but i shouldnt drive down there with my dad when he goes becuz hes not gonna be stable when he gets there he has nuthin planned out..no job and doesnt know where hes gonna live and my mom just thinks its a bad idea for me to go right away and i agree with that.. but then i also feel bad for my dad just leavin and bein alone not knowing what hes goin to do pretty much..but yeh i really want to stay here cuz me and leah have been plannin on movin out with eachother we even have dish sets and everything lol..
if i do stay here i need to find another job within like 2 wks.. becuz my mom sold most of the accounts that we clean but we still have 2 left but i will only be workin like 1 and a half -3 hrs a day...starting september 1st.. so i need to get another job full time that way i have 2 and can make enough money to support myself and moveout with leah if thats what happens...
i just read sheilas post and im soo with her on the fact that i donno what i want to do or want to be either... i remember when i was in highschool like a freshman my parents would alwayz ask me what i wanna be or what i wanna do and i was like iono lol... i have 4 yrs to think about it ill figure it out.. and now im already graduated and im stillllll confused and stuck...its not like i dont have ideas.. but not just one of the sticks out jumps out at me.. i keep thinkin about more stuff and then i go back to what i was thinkin before.....and its just back and forth
i do want to go to toni and guy.. ive alwayz been into doin hair and have done mine soo many times and my friends lol ..i do want to go to some kind of makeup school.. i did want to go to a beauty school until i heard that u just go and learn the basics ..u dont really specialize in anything particular so its harder for u to get a job like in a salon or wherever...uhm ive been thinkin about bein a vet or sumthin that has to do with animals cuz i love animals..iono theres other things.. i think what i need to do right now is get a full time job and id also have the part time one right now.. and save up some money think about what i really want to do for a while and then decide and go to school.. i really dont wanna just jump into anything right now that im not sure if its really what i want...
but on a happier note (if u laugh at me i dont care lol) im goin to the backstreet boys concert next friday.. me and my mom have 3rd row tix lol sooo im pretty excited about that! :)