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soo basically this whole wk has sucked..lets seeee...
*friday* me and paul brokeup....
*saturday* i hungout with my ex bf kohl who im still like"in love" with and hungout with his band and got drunk and stuff and ended up cryin the whole night becuz kohl is in love with this other girl, but shes movin to main or sumthin in a couple months so he doesnt wanna get too attached to her and yeh he doesnt know whats goin on yet so he want to "take it slow" and its really hard i donno whats gonna happen if anything does
*sunday* hangover.... uhh went to rach's party and made a stupid decision that i regret...and no it doesnt have anything to do with drugs..its sumthin else but yeh...
* monday*found out my dads movin back to washngton even tho hes only been here a couple months he doesnt like it so hes goin back....
* tuesday* my cousin left and went back home after bein here a month and me and her were inseperable the whole time i alwayz had someone there and to talk to it was awesome.. and then she left and i got soo depressed after everything thats happened...
mmm k sooo i talked to my dad today and hes movin back to washington in a couple wks and he wants me to go with him and ive really been thinkin about it.. cuz i want to go and like start over with everyhting and meet new people and see my family... but im sooo scared to just leave here cuz ive been here like 9 yrs now and made a bunch of friends and id have to leave everyhting and everyone behind..iono what im goin to do..but i basically have like 2 wks to figure it out.....
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*friday* me and paul brokeup....
*saturday* i hungout with my ex bf kohl who im still like"in love" with and hungout with his band and got drunk and stuff and ended up cryin the whole night becuz kohl is in love with this other girl, but shes movin to main or sumthin in a couple months so he doesnt wanna get too attached to her and yeh he doesnt know whats goin on yet so he want to "take it slow" and its really hard i donno whats gonna happen if anything does
*sunday* hangover.... uhh went to rach's party and made a stupid decision that i regret...and no it doesnt have anything to do with drugs..its sumthin else but yeh...
* monday*found out my dads movin back to washngton even tho hes only been here a couple months he doesnt like it so hes goin back....
* tuesday* my cousin left and went back home after bein here a month and me and her were inseperable the whole time i alwayz had someone there and to talk to it was awesome.. and then she left and i got soo depressed after everything thats happened...
mmm k sooo i talked to my dad today and hes movin back to washington in a couple wks and he wants me to go with him and ive really been thinkin about it.. cuz i want to go and like start over with everyhting and meet new people and see my family... but im sooo scared to just leave here cuz ive been here like 9 yrs now and made a bunch of friends and id have to leave everyhting and everyone behind..iono what im goin to do..but i basically have like 2 wks to figure it out.....
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