Oct 29, 2004 14:23
so here i am. at a loss for words. what a fucking rarity. it was an unforgettable experience. this mark remains and it will never ever go away. it couldn't have had better timing. it was a good experience. i really fucking appreciate everything in my life right now. my heart hurts and i'm not really sure what i'm feeling. i sort of wish i could go back. but wearing my favorite strands of pears around my neck, i am glad to be home.
youknowyouloveme
one day in gym class his gym teacher said to him "if you can't handle high school then you might as well drop out!" the whole class started clapping. he's living at home now. and he's usually all by himself all day. because his brothers and sisters and mother and father are all out at school or working. he feels like his family's too good for him. one day his mother got back from driving him to his therapist and when they got home she said to his sister "oh this has been such a stressful day but you being here just makes it all better" he feels alone and like no one loves him. but he's so loved. he's one of the best people in the world.
"if i ever see you again, i'm gonna tell you to stay right where you are and i'm gonna get you a big jug of cranberry juice just because i know you like it so much"