my eyes are gouged out and rolling under the door.
egh my life is so upside down right now. i love my boyfriend, school still sucks, everythings cool with my friends.. it's weird because through all that, i still feel overwhelmed and for lack of better terms.. like fuck.
when i'm screaming i can't hear the world around me and the only thing that exists is my pain. gut wrenching, ear splittingm champagne glass shattering pain. my tears are nails on a chalkboard; my anguish is my bloody gums. red flecks on white lace make it impossible to pretend that you're okay.
a catastrophic force that hurls perfume bottles and cellular telephones-- chairs tipped over, the vanity table upset. and the failed attempts left scattered across the bathroom floor. this is the aftermath. mothers will bawl and sirens will wail. they, with their red eyes and chalky expressions, think theyre helping, but they're not. she is destructive by nature. let her wear herself out and finally collapse. this may be the end but the salt deposits will never leave their cheeks.
okay. so ski club friday hopefully, but even more hopefully, hopefully, there won't be school tomorrow. WEAR YOUR PJ PANTS INSIDE OUT TONIGHT.
youknowyouloveme
when i'm screaming i can't hear the world around me and the only thing that exists is my pain. gut wrenching, ear splittingm champagne glass shattering pain. my tears are nails on a chalkboard; my anguish is my bloody gums. red flecks on white lace make it impossible to pretend that you're okay.
a catastrophic force that hurls perfume bottles and cellular telephones-- chairs tipped over, the vanity table upset. and the failed attempts left scattered across the bathroom floor. this is the aftermath. mothers will bawl and sirens will wail. they, with their red eyes and chalky expressions, think theyre helping, but they're not. she is destructive by nature. let her wear herself out and finally collapse. this may be the end but the salt deposits will never leave their cheeks.
okay. so ski club friday hopefully, but even more hopefully, hopefully, there won't be school tomorrow. WEAR YOUR PJ PANTS INSIDE OUT TONIGHT.
youknowyouloveme