Jan 01, 2005 14:24
this past year has been filled with many life-altering experiences. through all this shit, i've really been able to see who my real friends are and i've learned a lot.
ellie and i have become insanely close. even more so than i ever thought possible and i so grateful for that. i honestly don't know where i'd be without her. she's the best friend i've ever had. arjun and i have become very close as well. i'm so thankful for him. he's always there for me even when i'm being a bitch. i love them both more than anything.
this year i've become closer with emily a and emily m. i used to hate both of them but i love them so much. meredith is really starting to grow on me. i knew we'd be friends the moment i saw her but i never could have imagined to what extent. i've known chris arnold since forever ago but he's become such a good friend and i'm really glad that he's around.
thomas is honestly one of the best things that has ever happened to me. we get along so well and he makes me so happy. for once, i'm so confident that we're going to be together for a long time. i love himm.
i've gone through so much shit this year. everything is so different now, everything has changed so much. and even though a lot of the things that happened could be viewed from a negative perspective, i don't regret a moment. i feel bad about all the times that i've hurt people that i love. and it hurts when i think about every secret and every lie i told. but there's nothing i can do about it. i guess i just know better now.
youknowyouloveme
now the skies are so sweet blue. you made this come true. my heart feel so new.