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it's 930 and i haven't slept again. oh don't get me wrong i dozed between 730 and 9...but that was all.
this makes 72 hours (about) with a total of 10 hours of sleep or less...about 3 hours a night average...hah.
induced insomnia. interesting how we deal with our to harsh realities...some i dare say most would like to sleep until the problem goes away. sleep can be freeing yes, but i would arather stay awake ans wollow in my own shit than sleep through it. i don't deserve the reward of sleep now. idontevenknowhy.
whatever.
this makes 72 hours (about) with a total of 10 hours of sleep or less...about 3 hours a night average...hah.
induced insomnia. interesting how we deal with our to harsh realities...some i dare say most would like to sleep until the problem goes away. sleep can be freeing yes, but i would arather stay awake ans wollow in my own shit than sleep through it. i don't deserve the reward of sleep now. idontevenknowhy.
whatever.