Now show me something you won't forget...
It's upsetting how fucked up I was when I wrote in this about a year ago. It's good (very) that things aren't that bad for me anymore. Anyone who had previously read those entries, no worry. I'm much better now. I think maybe a lot of bad things just happened at one time, and I was too young to be able to contain it all. Sure, some of it is pretty recent, like the past 6 or 7 months, but sincerely, a lot of things have changed for me since then. I couldn't tell you specifics. But in my 3 month break from livejournal, things changed. Maybe I just grew up. I donno, I can't explain it.
But I think I'm back.