MESSAGE TO ALL
Don't think that I deleted that entry because I'm a coward.
Don't think that I deleted that entry because you hurt me.
Don't think that I deleted that entry because I came to my senses.
Don't think that I deleted that entry because I felt beat.
Don't think that I deleted that entry so that others wouldn't see it.
Don't think that I deleted that entry to hide things about myself that I didn't want people knowing.
Don't think that you had anything to do with my deletion of that entry, the only bit you had in part with it was that you all fucking misunderstood me. You all fucking failed my test. You all fucking judged me and threw me up in some random category and said that I was "immature" when maturity lies in nothing of my deep thoughts.
I'm sick of being misunderstood. I always thought that online communication, where I don't have a face [unless it's in photos ;)] is the only communication where I am totally me.
But I guess totally me is a fucking mental retard, because nobody can seem to understand the plain and simple words that come out of my mouth.
Although it might not be that. It could be a human's natural longing to compete and to fight. And perhaps to be in drama. And perhaps to defend their friends...
Whatever. either way, it's not me. So after another apocalypse, I decided, hey I have the power to stop all this stupid drama that has gotten to a point of annoyance by now.
Tell me that isn't a "grown up" thing to do.
Don't think that I deleted that entry because you hurt me.
Don't think that I deleted that entry because I came to my senses.
Don't think that I deleted that entry because I felt beat.
Don't think that I deleted that entry so that others wouldn't see it.
Don't think that I deleted that entry to hide things about myself that I didn't want people knowing.
Don't think that you had anything to do with my deletion of that entry, the only bit you had in part with it was that you all fucking misunderstood me. You all fucking failed my test. You all fucking judged me and threw me up in some random category and said that I was "immature" when maturity lies in nothing of my deep thoughts.
I'm sick of being misunderstood. I always thought that online communication, where I don't have a face [unless it's in photos ;)] is the only communication where I am totally me.
But I guess totally me is a fucking mental retard, because nobody can seem to understand the plain and simple words that come out of my mouth.
Although it might not be that. It could be a human's natural longing to compete and to fight. And perhaps to be in drama. And perhaps to defend their friends...
Whatever. either way, it's not me. So after another apocalypse, I decided, hey I have the power to stop all this stupid drama that has gotten to a point of annoyance by now.
Tell me that isn't a "grown up" thing to do.