Depression major
Okay so last night I was at Ryan's until midnight...we was doin stuff...not sexual...no worries...just none ya bussiness....so I guess it was fun, then when we got home...no one called....
Today I get woken up by the cell....Britt.
She's like where are you? Church has started, so I get ready in like 20 mins (amazing)
I go to church and she left....ugh...well on the car ride over Aubrey calls my phone, and says ya so I tried to call but my friends house didn't have long distance, I'm sorry so I say, no prob.
Well I tell him to call later...around 1:30 he's like ok
I ended up calling him and askin if he wants to go to the mall with me and my dad and my sis and her friend....(dad owed me for being so bored all weeked)....he's grounded too...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh.
So I call him around 6pm, and guess what, he's sleeping. w/e, i hope he wakes up soon, its 8 now...I need to talk to him more... and he still didn't leave any comments on my page or messages...I know he was on today too...it says it on his page. Well I'm not really gonna share my issues with Aubrey on livejournal anymore cuz these are private things....so I'm just telling you all this now so you know things are somewhat okay now.....thnx
Oh and my aunt (errr) calls me today to tell me that my cat (whom I love so much) is dying....I guess he's not eating, really skinny, and can't move...he's been this way since Friday, I hate my aunt....she should have taken him to the vet or animal hospital right then....but now we look the symptoms up online and it says we should have taken him in 24 hours prior to this behaviour....so she fucked things up perrty bad...and now he may die and if he does I'm gonna be soooo depressed....I won't talk to anyone....I've been crying ever since she told me....even now....if he dies, i'll hate my aunt even more and i WONT talk to ANYONE....i mean it...and if he lives...he's moving in with me...so either way...i win...well not really...whatever
Today I get woken up by the cell....Britt.
She's like where are you? Church has started, so I get ready in like 20 mins (amazing)
I go to church and she left....ugh...well on the car ride over Aubrey calls my phone, and says ya so I tried to call but my friends house didn't have long distance, I'm sorry so I say, no prob.
Well I tell him to call later...around 1:30 he's like ok
I ended up calling him and askin if he wants to go to the mall with me and my dad and my sis and her friend....(dad owed me for being so bored all weeked)....he's grounded too...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh.
So I call him around 6pm, and guess what, he's sleeping. w/e, i hope he wakes up soon, its 8 now...I need to talk to him more... and he still didn't leave any comments on my page or messages...I know he was on today too...it says it on his page. Well I'm not really gonna share my issues with Aubrey on livejournal anymore cuz these are private things....so I'm just telling you all this now so you know things are somewhat okay now.....thnx
Oh and my aunt (errr) calls me today to tell me that my cat (whom I love so much) is dying....I guess he's not eating, really skinny, and can't move...he's been this way since Friday, I hate my aunt....she should have taken him to the vet or animal hospital right then....but now we look the symptoms up online and it says we should have taken him in 24 hours prior to this behaviour....so she fucked things up perrty bad...and now he may die and if he does I'm gonna be soooo depressed....I won't talk to anyone....I've been crying ever since she told me....even now....if he dies, i'll hate my aunt even more and i WONT talk to ANYONE....i mean it...and if he lives...he's moving in with me...so either way...i win...well not really...whatever