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I don’t want advice; I don’t want to be reasoned with. Hell, I don’t know what it is that I want. I don’t even know what is wrong really.
I don’t know what to do. I can’t put words to this feeling. I just know I’ve cried too much lately.
I feel like a complete and total failure. I feel lost. I feel like an afterthought. I feel all alone and it shouldn’t be like that.
It is me? Am I incapable of being happy?
I ache. I long for something I can’t describe.
I feel torn up inside. I’m afraid.
Worst of all…I still miss him.
Everything looks better from the outside.
I’m taking my heart off the table.
I don’t know what to do. I can’t put words to this feeling. I just know I’ve cried too much lately.
I feel like a complete and total failure. I feel lost. I feel like an afterthought. I feel all alone and it shouldn’t be like that.
It is me? Am I incapable of being happy?
I ache. I long for something I can’t describe.
I feel torn up inside. I’m afraid.
Worst of all…I still miss him.
Everything looks better from the outside.
I’m taking my heart off the table.