Jul 14, 2005 17:48
so this is all we can do? and that is all you can say? you said everything i wanted to hear everything i wished you’d say.. and i’m a mess again. confused and frustrated and longing.
are we too late for happiness? we can choose what we believe in and i refuse to believe that … you once asked me if i gave up on waiting for you. the answer is never. never. i never gave up on you. not for a second. but now i am detached again, spinning off into uncertainty. ricocheting against false hope and nightmares…visions of life without you. and yeah im scared now…of what news is in store on the rare occasions i hear your voice, of unsure footsteps and footfalls…of not knowing what the hell to do, of my helpless feeling... but im terrified of life without you. this is just plain and simply too damn important to let go of. but sometimes im just too strong to carry on.
when i am alone
when i’ve thorough off the weight of this crazy stone
when i’ve lost all care for the things i own
that’s when i miss you
you are my home
here is what i know now
it goes like this
my salvation lies in your love