you're dancing easily through my dreamsss

Nov 26, 2006 18:56

i guess theres times when you can't control things, when you wish you could.
and then i have these moments of "what if.." or "if only i..." And I hate doing that to myself,  but i can't help it. I don't know what I did wrong. And I go through everyday stronger than the day before. I'm a strong girl, and I'm proud of it. The problem is, i hold everything in, that's why im "strong" I dont like talking about stuff that's fragile. Even though to you it might not matter that much, it impacted me in more ways than one. I'm happy I've moved on, so happy. But theres still apart of me that wonders why it all stopped. Sometimes I feel like what was said was a lie, and i know why. But im a lover, not a fighter. So i let all this go, and moved on. I won't share anymore. I dont know why i get this every now and again where i start thinking like that, ha I was doing so good.

on a brighter note. Cerena and Tina, I love you is an understatement. It's unexplainable. <3333
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