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So.
I dont even know what to say...
I feel like I messed up big time. I don't know if what I am continuing is even good for me. Is it worth it? What the hell do I get out of it in the end? & I know I lost something so special to me. I took for granted. I know we will never be close again. & that sucks. I know I dont need any more drama, I'm pretty set for my senior year, I'm for sure on that. All I know is keep my damn name out of your freaking mouth. I'm getting sick of it, and you. I'm done being sweet and nice. screw that. I will kick a bitch's ass. haha sad part is that im not kidding. I thought so much better of one of my best friends. Why would you do that to me? We WERE so close. God.. It's so hard to understand why you would do that. I guess now I can look at all of this and just think theres nothing I can do about the past except learn from it. So just laugh. Shit... you only live once. haha GODDDDDDD, helpp me.