Oct 05, 2005 11:39
hung out with rod last thursday... weird.. wanted to be held and loved again... so i did i gave in... i shouldnt have but i did....
and now the asshole begins again...
all i want to do is hang out with him see him, hold him?...
w/e i dont care anymore if he wants to be this way then fine fuck him i dont need him...
no i dont want to hold him... i dont want to kiss him i dont want to do anything...
i just want to feel again...