General Update
I get the feeling sometimes that those on my f-list aren't as fond of me as I am of them.
Could be paranoia. Could be true. Either way I want to apologise for not being.... whatever you believed me to be.
I'm adjusting to my meds. mmm, meds. I haven't been out much but I'm starting to recognise the signs of a panic attack. Crowds of people set it off. Not fun at all. But I'm getting better. I actually had a decent shift at work today. My managers have been amazing and very supportive. :D
Another thing that I'm not enjoying is the insomnia. Meh, I get time to game and think and write.
Oh yes, I'm planning of shifting courses from Games Design to Fine Arts.
I've been talking to a great deal of conceptual artists online at Conceptart.org and the like the one of the more common bits of advice I get aside from practise, practise and more practise is Fine Arts. Learn art, understand it, practise it, live it.
So I'm calling someone tomorrow and talking to them about it. Kay, my life drawing teacher who has been amazing for me artistically. :D
I feel it will be of the good for me.
Also... I've noticed a distinct drop in appetite. I'm eating a great deal less than I used to and I think I've already lost some weight. O.o
Oh yes.
For those who actually read my lj and like game music, mosey over to ocremix.com.
I've been doing little but listening to their FFVII and Doom albums over the past few days. Some of their tracks are really REALLY amazing. Like... WOW. Worth checking out.
Maybe I should actually write something worth reading,ne?
Could be paranoia. Could be true. Either way I want to apologise for not being.... whatever you believed me to be.
I'm adjusting to my meds. mmm, meds. I haven't been out much but I'm starting to recognise the signs of a panic attack. Crowds of people set it off. Not fun at all. But I'm getting better. I actually had a decent shift at work today. My managers have been amazing and very supportive. :D
Another thing that I'm not enjoying is the insomnia. Meh, I get time to game and think and write.
Oh yes, I'm planning of shifting courses from Games Design to Fine Arts.
I've been talking to a great deal of conceptual artists online at Conceptart.org and the like the one of the more common bits of advice I get aside from practise, practise and more practise is Fine Arts. Learn art, understand it, practise it, live it.
So I'm calling someone tomorrow and talking to them about it. Kay, my life drawing teacher who has been amazing for me artistically. :D
I feel it will be of the good for me.
Also... I've noticed a distinct drop in appetite. I'm eating a great deal less than I used to and I think I've already lost some weight. O.o
Oh yes.
For those who actually read my lj and like game music, mosey over to ocremix.com.
I've been doing little but listening to their FFVII and Doom albums over the past few days. Some of their tracks are really REALLY amazing. Like... WOW. Worth checking out.
Maybe I should actually write something worth reading,ne?