Dec 03, 2003 00:08
I don’t know what to do any more. Is there anything out there for me? Not likely i've been a nice person to everybody i’ve ever met and why just so i could pretend someone actually like me well fuck that i'm tired of being nice to everyone i tired of all ways being fuck over. But most of all i tired of taking shit from everyone i take shit all the time but i never complain. And now i face with so big decision in my life and it just seem to be too much to handle for one person i just don’t know what to do. I mean life isn’t a straight path you should go though many thing and then you find you but i don’t even no how to start. i just what someone to love me but that will never happened for me because it cant i’m incapable of being love no one wants to know me they want what they can take.
Closed with a tear,
Blake