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[forgottenmagus]

I had a very upsetting dream last night. I had a dream that Jenny didn't love me anymore. Almost immediately after I found that out in my dream my alarm woke up and I could feel tears in my eyes. I think that losing Jenny is the only thing that really scares me. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have her. She makes every day seem just a little bit brighter and every time that I'm with her I feel like a better person. It sounds very corny saying this, but she makes me feel complete. I try to tell her every day how much she means to me, but I'm beginning to get the impression that she's starting to take what I say for granted. Not in a bad way, mind you, but just kind of like "Yeah, I know that you love me" or something like that. Everything else seems to be going pretty well, I guess, it just seems like some of what made our relationship extra special is fading some. As I'm writing this she is sleeping in my bed and I have never seen someone as beautiful as her. I still can't believe my luck that I am going to be married to her for the rest of my life. I will wake up every morning and see her face. That would be very nice.

I should get ready for work now. I have about twenty minutes until the usual get ready time but I'm not really doing anything else right now, so I might as well.