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Things have been going pretty well lately. I think that I'm progressing quite well at work, though I think that today I'm going to ask to learn something new if Jimi has time. I want to learn how to examine files and I think that's one of the few basic things that I have to learn in order to become a title officer. I'm not saying that I'm going to become a title officer any time in the near future because there is just so many different little things that I'd have to know and understand before that were to happen, but learning how to examine would bring me one step closer to my goal. I just have to keep plugging away and I know that eventually I'll get what I want.
I'm kind of worried about Jenny. She has been acting different lately. It seems that just about every time I try to be affectionate to her she tries to get the moment over with as soon as possible. I'm pretty sure that I'm not the reason for it, but I can't help but wonder if I am. I can't think of anything that I've done lately to make her upset except for not paying for stuff as often as I used to. I feel bad about it but there isn't anything that I can do about it. I want to be able to take care of her and stuff like that but it's hard to do with the salary I'm making right now. Once I'm making more money I will be able to do what I want, but until then, well, it's going to be pretty tight for me. Jen just has a lot going on right now and the only thing that I can do is be there for her for whatever she needs. She seems really stressed and just plain worn out and there isn't really a whole lot I can do for that, but I'll try. Maybe I'm just spending too much time with her and she wants more time to herself. That seems the most likely answer with how she's been acting lately.
My back hurts like hell. Time to go take a break.
I'm kind of worried about Jenny. She has been acting different lately. It seems that just about every time I try to be affectionate to her she tries to get the moment over with as soon as possible. I'm pretty sure that I'm not the reason for it, but I can't help but wonder if I am. I can't think of anything that I've done lately to make her upset except for not paying for stuff as often as I used to. I feel bad about it but there isn't anything that I can do about it. I want to be able to take care of her and stuff like that but it's hard to do with the salary I'm making right now. Once I'm making more money I will be able to do what I want, but until then, well, it's going to be pretty tight for me. Jen just has a lot going on right now and the only thing that I can do is be there for her for whatever she needs. She seems really stressed and just plain worn out and there isn't really a whole lot I can do for that, but I'll try. Maybe I'm just spending too much time with her and she wants more time to herself. That seems the most likely answer with how she's been acting lately.
My back hurts like hell. Time to go take a break.