buhbye summer :(
well....i only have one more day of freedom....in a way its a relief,
cuz after this year im done with school. hopefully ill be moving out
with a decent job n all that jazz. but ya never know. but i must say
this summer was quite memorable. although i didnt get to hang out with
a select few people, and you know who you are, lets just say, there are
many more summers to come. also, theres spring break and winter break
::big smile::.i realized alot of things this summer too. and let me
tell ya! comming to realization with reality felt pretty damn good! i
find now that im not afraid of most things i was before. im more apt to
get up off my lazy ass and help someone in need of something, even if
its just a little favor. im willing to share things that are most
important to me rather than being worried about it being delt with in
the wrong way. i found that the friends that i have now, and the
friends that ive always had, will always be here if i need them and
wont turn around and stabb me in the back...if that were to happen by
now...i dont think id be here...anyways....i have fucked up on alot of
things in my lifetime. this summer was the time for me to make them all
right, even if it meant i had to let a few things go, because you know
what? life goes on, and im pretty darn thankful for that =)