Aug 21, 2011 21:49
Too many underlying things that just hurt me. It's been months and he doesn't even think of me.
I'm feeling like things are finally coming around and on the outside, everything is wonderful. I honestly can't find anything to complain about which is fantastic. I'm enrolled in college finally. I love my job even though it keeps me away from home a bit. Generally, I've got it together.
But I feel an empty ache. Because if I'm not sharing this with someone, what's the point?
Where is he? And is he happy right now? God I hope so. I can't wait until I have him. I don't know who he is but I know without a doubt, we're gonna be great together.
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