I just feel like writing. So whatever comes of this, sorry you had to read it.
Coffee Break - Forever The Sickest Kids
I've broken her heart so many times. I feel like I'm getting my retribution with all these ridiculous boys that keep hurting me. Maybe it's a twisted version of Karma that's leaving me alone and in pieces.
Glitter In The Air - Pink
Life can be so beautiful. How do you focus on the little things? Do you enjoy being yourself? Or putting on a mask and acting before an audience? Do you live for applause or the quiet wink of a loved one who saw when no one else did?
Black And Gold - Sam Sparro
Life without you is odd. I really expected pain and suffering and sleepless nights. I really didn't expect silence or loneliness or acceptance. How was it this easy? It's like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Turn To Stone - Ingrid Michaelson
He wishes he would have noticed before it was all swept away from him. Honestly, he'd had everything. And now he was left with himself. And only himself. They'd all abandoned him when the money had run out, when things had started getting repossessed. The one he had expected to always be there for him had literally shut a dor in his face when he'd been kicked out. And that was he first night he spent on the streets. Too bad it wasn't the last. Now he watches the rich pass by and give small smiles and drop a coin or two. That is, when they aren't busy acting like he isn't there. The saddest part of it is that he was once one of them. Trying to pretend that disease and poverty didn't exist and giving a small something with eyes full of pity when the guilt got to be too much. He didn't believe in Karma but if it were real, it'd be this and the old him would have smirked and called it a bitch. Now he just nods his head at the lady with her fur coat that drops a couple quarters in his cup and keeps going.
My Same - Adele
I have my own opinions, you have yours. But somehow they fit all together. Somehow we coexist.
S&M - Andrew Garcia featuring Luke Edgemon and Todrick (Rihana cover)
It's been ages since I've tasted you. Your salty skin. Felt you shudder against my lips. Under my hands. It's been so long since we had that. I crave the touch but not you. That part saddens me. It shows me we were never supposed to be.
I don't even know what all that is. I wrote what the listed song inspired. Yeah... most of it isn't even about me.... Just crap I felt like writing. Yep.
Until Next Time,
"The Girl is Strange, No Question"