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Nov 11, 2006 19:12

So I suck at protecting people.
I neglected to keep updated on Westboro Baptist Church pickets.

They protested today. In Follansbee, WV.
The funeral of an Army sergeant.

I let them get away with torturing those in mourning with their messages of hate and inequality, while I fucking slept.

I didn't keep myself up to date on their nearby activities, and I didn't encourage anyone to help stop this plague of hatred.

Some fucking peaceful protest organizer I turned out to be.

There's no excuse, or forgiveness for my neglegance.

I'm really trying to keep my head about this, move on, and just catch them the next time they try to protest anything nearby.

But it's really hard for me to do that. I'm so pissed off at myself for this.

My neglegance caused alot of people to be hurt, and that hurts me.

I hate these people. I really do.

I'd like to say that I don't hate anyone, and want everyone to live peacefully and happy.
But I hate every last one of them to the point of wishing for their deaths.
And that is not how I want to be.

I thought I could do it alone. I thought I could set things up to stop them.
But I was wrong. I need help to stop their hate. I thought that words would be enough to rally people to stand against them.

I need help. Please. I'm begging any of you who share at least a fraction of my feelings on this.
Help me get this group started. Help me stop mourning families from being hurt day after day after day.
I would pray that they can be stopped peacefully if I were a praying person.
But at this point, I wouldn't mind seeing Topeka, Kansas run red with the blood of the 100 bastards of Christ.
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