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okay well i think i might start writing in this one b/c no one reads it so if you are reading it dont tell me b/c id like to think your not.
heres whats going on today/what i feel today
*sad b/c im going to miss alex sooooooooo much. i cant even explain how much.
*Dave likes me. i wish i liked him. he thinks b/c i leaned on him on the bus ride home that i like him, or MAYBE im just tired???? i dont wanna sound like a bitch but im tired of hurting good sweet people but this again is just setting up another heart break for him and i dont wanna do that...again.
*stupid mike is still on my mind. i know pathetic. i hate him. im too good for him but still...yeah.
*kiefer...do i even want to get into that right now? might as well. hes sweet, and he likes to tease me. And i like i. sadly. but the thing with him is he likes the chase but doesnt know what to do with the catch.
*eh well ****** thats a hard thing to talk about. no one really knows. i dont like talking about it. hes so differnt from me it woul dnever work. whatever.
well, if this name is still on peoples buddy list, im really screwd.
heres whats going on today/what i feel today
*sad b/c im going to miss alex sooooooooo much. i cant even explain how much.
*Dave likes me. i wish i liked him. he thinks b/c i leaned on him on the bus ride home that i like him, or MAYBE im just tired???? i dont wanna sound like a bitch but im tired of hurting good sweet people but this again is just setting up another heart break for him and i dont wanna do that...again.
*stupid mike is still on my mind. i know pathetic. i hate him. im too good for him but still...yeah.
*kiefer...do i even want to get into that right now? might as well. hes sweet, and he likes to tease me. And i like i. sadly. but the thing with him is he likes the chase but doesnt know what to do with the catch.
*eh well ****** thats a hard thing to talk about. no one really knows. i dont like talking about it. hes so differnt from me it woul dnever work. whatever.
well, if this name is still on peoples buddy list, im really screwd.