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so my mom is really really really sick.. its the scariest thing in the world when i walk into her bedroom and see her hooked up to IV's... i dont know whats wrong with her. she said it was the stomach flew but she's a liar. cause who gets hooked up to IV's for a stomach flew??
im sitting in 6th period. feeling better now cause i tore off my nails. it hurt so bad. but they had to come off. i kept stubbing them when i opened to doors and everything. i tried filing them down but that just didnt go too well. then i tried clipping them down and that was even worse. lol cause they cracked. whatever though. im over them.
so i finally straightened things out with mike. uhg. i didnt mention that he got really mad at me for going out all night after prom and not telling him. (mike is this guy im "seeing" ) its not like it really mattered if i told him or not. cause if i would have went out with guys either way he would have cried and got all pissed off. (not cry but bitch) i dont know... now i know why people "see" each other before they get committed. lol it makes so much sense. its stupid though. we're clear that we're just "seeing" each other but then when we're with all his friends he's always like "oh yea megg's my girlfriend" "this is my girlfriend megg" i dont know. i kinda dont like it at all. i dont know. im knda fed up with relationships. i just wanna date people and no boyfriends at least till i finish college. but it feels nice to have everything cleared up. the last guy i faught with that i was seeing or dating was casey and that was three years ago. its unusual for me to be like this cause its an everyday thing with him... BROS i tell you. lol
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im sitting in 6th period. feeling better now cause i tore off my nails. it hurt so bad. but they had to come off. i kept stubbing them when i opened to doors and everything. i tried filing them down but that just didnt go too well. then i tried clipping them down and that was even worse. lol cause they cracked. whatever though. im over them.
so i finally straightened things out with mike. uhg. i didnt mention that he got really mad at me for going out all night after prom and not telling him. (mike is this guy im "seeing" ) its not like it really mattered if i told him or not. cause if i would have went out with guys either way he would have cried and got all pissed off. (not cry but bitch) i dont know... now i know why people "see" each other before they get committed. lol it makes so much sense. its stupid though. we're clear that we're just "seeing" each other but then when we're with all his friends he's always like "oh yea megg's my girlfriend" "this is my girlfriend megg" i dont know. i kinda dont like it at all. i dont know. im knda fed up with relationships. i just wanna date people and no boyfriends at least till i finish college. but it feels nice to have everything cleared up. the last guy i faught with that i was seeing or dating was casey and that was three years ago. its unusual for me to be like this cause its an everyday thing with him... BROS i tell you. lol
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