So....
I'm single again and Ash and I won't be getting back together again...We're really just too different and in different points in life.
No matter how much love I got from her and how happy I was when I was with her, she wasn't right for me, I needed her during this time but now it's time to move on...Most of you know that she hurt me a lot and put me through a lot of bullshit but I kept saying give it time, let her grow up a little and it'll all be ok, but I don't think its gonna happen. It's who she is, it isn't just the things she does...and I'm letting go....Plus I guess she cheated on me before we had broken up the first time, and that's unexcuseable...if I had known that, we never woulda gotten back together, but at least I did all I could.
So if you know someone who deserves a really great guy and could be good for me, send them my way.
I gotta get my life on track, I put a lot on hold for her and I based a lot on her, but I suppose that's what you do in a relationship...only thing is is that if one person is planning for both and the other person is planning for theirself it's not gonna work...and I know some of you are thinkin 'told you so' but hey, I had to find out for myself.
No matter how much love I got from her and how happy I was when I was with her, she wasn't right for me, I needed her during this time but now it's time to move on...Most of you know that she hurt me a lot and put me through a lot of bullshit but I kept saying give it time, let her grow up a little and it'll all be ok, but I don't think its gonna happen. It's who she is, it isn't just the things she does...and I'm letting go....Plus I guess she cheated on me before we had broken up the first time, and that's unexcuseable...if I had known that, we never woulda gotten back together, but at least I did all I could.
So if you know someone who deserves a really great guy and could be good for me, send them my way.
I gotta get my life on track, I put a lot on hold for her and I based a lot on her, but I suppose that's what you do in a relationship...only thing is is that if one person is planning for both and the other person is planning for theirself it's not gonna work...and I know some of you are thinkin 'told you so' but hey, I had to find out for myself.