1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
Looking into someone's eyes when I'm telling them how I feel...it makes me nervous to see what their reaction is going to be.
2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
It was because of stress. I couldn't take it anymore
3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
Dave, probably
4. You have three months to live:
(1) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die?
If I knew how I was going to die, I'd probably tell five people, not including my parents: Peter, Christina, Mario, Katie, and Caroline. Although not necessarily in that order.
(2) What do you do with your remaining days?
Spend as much time as possible with the ones I loved; do everything I never got the chance to do because I was afraid of what I'd lose.
(3) Would you be afraid?
Of death? No...it's not something that I could help.
5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love. Which do you choose?
I'd rather have trust, but I sincerely believe that in order to love, you must first trust.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. Do you save the dog?
Yes. Fuck my boss. A job is replaceable any day of the week...and I have a soft spot for animals.
7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell them?
I'd never let myself become so unhappy in a relationship that I'd resort to cheating on them. It's one of the worst feelings in the world, to be cheated on. So I'd imagine that to be the cheater, it would leave an empty hollowness inside.
8. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
...I'm torn here, because he took his own life. Can you really give them an hour back of what they took away themselves? Honestly, an hour more of existence would have been an hour more of agony for him. It'd only be another hour of torment and self-loathing that he didn't deserve. So...no...what happens, for whatever reason, is meant to happen. And mortals shouldn't interfere with that.
9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
I'm going to say yes, because I really don't believe that I'm a bad friend. I could go on more about this, but every answer is turning into some sort of deep ramble, so I'll end it here.
10. Does sex=love?
No, love equals love. Sex equals raging hormones and the reproductive process.
11. Your boss tells your co-worker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your co-worker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company?
If 'd been there much longer, that means that I had been working for a long time trying to climb up the social ladder. So, probably not. However, assuming that this co-worker and I were close, I'd try to help them as they found a new job, tried to support their family, etc.
12. When and how was the last time you told someone how you feel?
Last night, to Peter
13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
It would kill me to have someone tell me that they loved me and have to answer that I didn't love them back.
14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
Either my friends or my emotions
15. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
....
16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change?
My life path, starting at age thirteen or so, when I started drinking and smoking. I think that I'd turn that around and focus on actual schoolwork. Maybe if I'd done that the first time, I wouldn't be such a fuck-up in the current day and time. Although...if it's anything like the Butterfly Effect, something would happen where I'd still end up just as I am now.
17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who are you going to call?
My dad
18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
Yes, and I'd have someone call 911 as well. I've never been afraid of giving someone CPR for any reason whatsoever.
19. You are holding onto your grandmother's dying hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be?
My grandmother would tell me to let go of her hand to save the baby...but I'm not sure which one I would do. I might just take the selfish road and save my grandmother over the baby...
20. Are you old fashioned?
Not at all. I'm very open to new ideas and the fact that everything is changing.
21. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
to feel content, even if only for a little while longer...or, maybe, to try and fix things....
**And, as an added bonus, if you want to ask me any questions - ANY at all - it doesn't matter what it's about - you can go right ahead, and I'll answer them as honestly and sincerely as possible. Honest, it doesn't matter what they're about...I'm just feeling a little curious as of right now. =)
PS - yeah, this was a myspace bulletin too. =)