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Well today is thanksgiving. My mom's parents and her two sisters came over. I cooked a fuckload of food and now im tired as shit and i ate way to damn much. Everyones watching slingblade in the livingroom. I've never seen it, it sounds funny tho.
I'm pretty much just trying to relax a little. I havnt really had much of a break all school year. Between working and having hard ass classes and trying to still see Ryan, this year has been much harder than any other year. It's okay tho, i guess its about time that I start stepping up and doing more shit. ... So, Novembers almost over. Decembers next. I'm ready to be eighteen. I plan on marking my day of independence with a big 'ole tattoo. well, not really big, but its gonna be my symbol of freedom. I'm ready to be a "legal" adult. A couple of months ago, i dont think I could have said that and meant it. But, in all honesty, I feel like I can handle myself pretty well. I've grown allot in the past few months. I'm working hard, both for school and for my money. I have a boyfriend whos absolutely amazing. I've never been with a guy that says nice things to me and actually means it. He means allot to me and I'm really happy with him. From what i hear, thats the way things are supposed to be, nothing too serious. I'm not afraid to say that i love the piss out of him :) I guess, all in all, I'm doing pretty good.
I'm pretty much just trying to relax a little. I havnt really had much of a break all school year. Between working and having hard ass classes and trying to still see Ryan, this year has been much harder than any other year. It's okay tho, i guess its about time that I start stepping up and doing more shit. ... So, Novembers almost over. Decembers next. I'm ready to be eighteen. I plan on marking my day of independence with a big 'ole tattoo. well, not really big, but its gonna be my symbol of freedom. I'm ready to be a "legal" adult. A couple of months ago, i dont think I could have said that and meant it. But, in all honesty, I feel like I can handle myself pretty well. I've grown allot in the past few months. I'm working hard, both for school and for my money. I have a boyfriend whos absolutely amazing. I've never been with a guy that says nice things to me and actually means it. He means allot to me and I'm really happy with him. From what i hear, thats the way things are supposed to be, nothing too serious. I'm not afraid to say that i love the piss out of him :) I guess, all in all, I'm doing pretty good.