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i need to drop out. soon. as soon as possible. be done with high school. work for a while. get a car. go to college. be done in 2 years. and then disappear. im done with this town. im done with all of you. i cant do this. i wont fake it. i do not care for your friends oppinion on my decisions, i do not care for yours. i know i want to be left alone for a while. or maybe im just lying. i cant understand how i think, so i didnt expect you to. your making this so much more then it is. maybe i need more help then i realize. maybe i need a new addiction. somthing stronger.