Oct 23, 2004 16:03
school is a pain. and i understand that everyone hates it. i understand that it is school, and no one seems to enjoy it. but lately i think ive reached a point, wher eive hit a new level of hating this high school experience. lately its not just a drag to get up and 5:30 every morning, to go through the same boring routine, its a complete state of dpression. i realize that by going to school i am not furthering my education, but doing much the opposite. i am stoping myself from becomeing a more productive person. i am digging myself a ditch that i will never be able to escape from, and will be stuck too long. im going to flunk out of school, and be stuck in this shit city for the rest of my life with a high school degree. by dropping out and getting my GED i can attend the Art Institute of Fort Lauderdale and do somthing with my life. i can create a great porfoilio and be able to transfer to Ringling in Sarasota. which is my only goal. i cant do that with highschool. by going to collage ill be motivated to make it somewhere, and believe i am in fact learning and that this is to my benefit.
in other news: i have none.
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