god loves ugly

[forgotten_ashes]

maybe im looking into this too much, but you hurt me so much. i know you arent well, and i care so much for you. but how could you have said that. i might be looking at out friendship from the wrong point of view, but i thought that maybe we were close. i guess you dont remeber times we have hung out, or our talks. guess im just a dumb female right? misinterpreted those words. maybe all those times i stood up for you, really didnt mean anything. well dont worry, i care, but i wont bother anymore.

maybe this is to show me i think too much of friendships. maybe im too dependent on other peoples realtions with me. i might just misinterpret "i love you" or maybe it just over rated.