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[forgotnshorline]

" Im moving to washington... soon."

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 20)
You have seen your share of excitement recently, just as you wish. There is, however, a problem as you head toward a major reality check. Unless you slow down in order to get more control of your life, you could have a rude awakening as you deal with the disillusionment ahead. On the

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[spagnballs]

yeah, whatxshexsaid. :)

everyone is entitled to their opinions, and im sure, as austin's friend, you just want the best for him. but so do i. regardless of what impression you may have of me, denis, i love austin. we arent going about this haphazardly. we arent disregarding logic because we're excited about each other. this has been a long time coming for both of us. we've established a friendship/relationship that is deeper than just the superficial bullshit that most relationships are based upon. i could defend myself and my relationship with austin until i'm blue in the face. but im not going to. i just wanted to let you know where i was at. nothing's certain. life doesnt give you guarantees. but that's the way it goes. if you sat back and waited for something safe to come along, you'd find yourself sitting for the rest of your life.

and, personally, im not a sitter. there are risks for the both of us in this situation. we've taken that into account, and decided we were worth it. take that how you want. keep your opinions, if you want. but either way, i love austin. and that isnt going to change.

[forgotnshorline]

i am not austin's friend. i do not like people who disregard others because other people do not fit into their self centered world. end of story.

[spagnballs]

im going to say one last thing, and then im done:
austin is the LEAST self-centered person i have ever met. he is one of the best friends i've ever had, and i couldnt ask for more in a boyfriend. i know you dont care, and you'll stick to your guns. but oh well, i said my piece.

adios.

[forgotnshorline]

did austin tell you how he abandoned Reid when Reid needed him to help him move? Because of Austin's need to see you and fulfill his own needs first, Reid had to drive back and forth from San Fran twice in two days which cost him alot of money (when austin PROMISED he would help reid but bailed on him). With gas and the fact that he couldn't get it all up there so had to ship something rather large (which broke during shipment).. id have to say Austin's irresponsibility shows how exactly how SELF-CENTERED he is. But, would you notice that? no thats right, you fuck over people you care about too and think its okay. So me trying to argue this point is pointless isn't it?

Thats all i want to say.

laugh out loud

[insomniacwars]

I have a couple things to say and then i'm staying out of this high school drama forever.

"regardless of what impression you may have of me, denis, i love austin. we arent going about this haphazardly. we arent disregarding logic because we're excited about each other. this has been a long time coming for both of us. we've established a friendship/relationship that is deeper than just the superficial bullshit that most relationships are based upon."

You have been dragging him around the past year like a lap dog while you fucked other people and wanted a fall back and i've had to sit there and watch him go through it.

"if you sat back and waited for something safe to come along, you'd find yourself sitting for the rest of your life.
and, personally, im not a sitter. there are risks for the both of us in this situation. "

Are you moving down to be with him? no, in fact you are already starting to put the doubts of even wanting this to happen out there. Austin needs to do something like this move for himself, not for you. And what risks exactly are you going to have? when you drop him like you have in the past and he is stranded while you continue to live your shithole life, where will he be? You are the worst thing to ever happen to him.

I am not angry at austin for what he did to me, in fact I blame you and your weird hold over him. It showed more of who he is as a person and its not something i like in people, but i am not angry, i have just come to a realization.