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it's halloween tomorrow.
things are so weird right now. truly they are.
people are settling. i'm not. i can't settle on anything. i want the fucking best in all situations. i settled last year for so many things. not just in boys but in life. so i devote this fall to not settling for anything but... i dunno. anything but the best thing i can possibly get. the thing that makes me happy.
how is that going to work out? i'm not sure. i'll let you know.
2nd quarter marks me trying in school. seriously i need to get my fucking act together. i just don't know what to do with myself.
actually i think everyone needs to get their act together, but not just in school.
i shall work out. i shall not eat. i shall not think. i shall be.
i should stop drinking. i won't though, i'm having too much fun.
i got crizzunked last night at siegel's house. nothing is going wrong yet when i do this. hopefully i'm over using it as a scapegoat. who knows. it's just getting to be that time of year.
all's well that ends well.
things are so weird right now. truly they are.
people are settling. i'm not. i can't settle on anything. i want the fucking best in all situations. i settled last year for so many things. not just in boys but in life. so i devote this fall to not settling for anything but... i dunno. anything but the best thing i can possibly get. the thing that makes me happy.
how is that going to work out? i'm not sure. i'll let you know.
2nd quarter marks me trying in school. seriously i need to get my fucking act together. i just don't know what to do with myself.
actually i think everyone needs to get their act together, but not just in school.
i shall work out. i shall not eat. i shall not think. i shall be.
i should stop drinking. i won't though, i'm having too much fun.
i got crizzunked last night at siegel's house. nothing is going wrong yet when i do this. hopefully i'm over using it as a scapegoat. who knows. it's just getting to be that time of year.
all's well that ends well.