"I'm not afraid to cry, every once in awhile, even though going on, with ya gone, still upsets me.."

[forgivingbeauty]

The past few days have been insane. My best friend is having the worst possible thing done to her and I can't help. I'm helpless to her. And I hate that. All I can do is be there and hold her and try to make her laugh when all she can do is cry. I love her and I hate watching this happen. This needs to get worked out. I can't believe all of this. I love you, Angela. Always.

Usually, this time of year, I'm so excited about my birthday. This year, I just sorta feel like I want the day to come and go and get it over with. I'm not like that usually. I love birthdays. I don't know if it's the stress from not having a stable job right now or what but it sucks. A lot. But Angela is taking me out on Friday night for a secret birthday something and she won't tell me what it is. Of course that's driving me insane. ;) But I'm trying to be patient and deal with it. ;)

Nip/Tuck has now had two new episodes and they were amazing. <3 I love that damn show! It's so effing great! They are just so crazy with their storylines. I'm trying so hard not to read any spoilers for it because I like being surprised. Now I just can't wait until Grey's Anatomy starts! The day after my birthday, haha! That's a nice little birthday present. :)

Well I'm hungry and I think I'm going up Tony Romas. Goodnight all!