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May 05, 2004 16:34

I just had a minor fight with one of my friends/sorta kinda ex's. He is so afraid that if the relationships I get into keep ending up in heartbreak, I'm gonna turn cold to all love and emotion in general except for anger and sadness. I don't understand why he feels this way. He hates the fact that Nate and I are together, and his only defense on that argument is he knows Nate is not like him. He says there are very very few guys that are like him, and that I meant more to him than ony other girl did. He doesn't want to see me turn cold to emotion, and he doesn't want me to lose the ability to love.That hit me harder than anythign he's ever said to me...and I don't understand why he's freaking out over Nate and I being together. Earlier, when I first told him Nate and I are together, he gave me the whole why him why not me and you type of speech, and I finally got him over that...but now...Ugh. I don't know what to do. I don't think I can lose the ability to love...and I don't think anyone can hurt me badly enough to make me quit loving everyone. He also says that the walk Nate and I are going on the morning of prom is not just an innocent walk. he says he's gonna and see just how much he can get away with me. I do NOT think that is his intent at all. It's time for us to spend together, and to enjoy something together that we both are very fond of.

I don't know what to think...I don't believe a word he's saying to me, and I think he's trying to trap me into going back to him. I can't handle that. What to do?
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