Ok, really having issues.

Jul 13, 2003 21:19

Ok, here is the lowdown on what i have been up to.

*Quiz nationals
*Darrell ('nuff said)
*youth
*church

Ok, nationals were great. We placed 4th in the North American Continent. Nice. That is the least of my issues right now.

My biggest issue right now is that i have two guys that are really into me, and i am really into one of them. The other one i am close to. Let's call them guy A and guy B. Only u who know, know and understand what this is.

Guy A used to be here, but now is gone. A is incredibly sweet, and is into me as much as I am into him. We exchanged "I Love You's" the other night, and i really meant it when i said it. Problem: Guy A is in TN. Long distance sucks.

Ok. Guy B is here in town, and he and i are semi close friends. We know each other not super well, but we are good friends.
PROBLEM: I just recently found out that he is into me a whole lot more than i knew. I am kinda freaked out by it. I mean, there is absolutely nothing wrong with him. he is great. But the degree of liking that he has taken to me, it's a bit overwhelming. I never expected him. I was completely clueless. I had no idea. At all.
Totally oblivious.

ARRGH I have no idea what to do. I have never had this problem before. I have prayed, and talked to my parents and talked to Abby and...UGH! I have no idea what to do? I normally don't have these problems!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't ask for advice, b/c there is no issue to give advice on, but, I do know that I am going to lose it soon.
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