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[forgivenhearts]

So i was looking through all of my old livejournals and all of the old comments. Its so crazy how things can change drastically within a couple of years...not even. I wish things were different. Change isn't always for the better. It makes me think about what will be in the next two years. I hope i dont pass up stuff now that could be good in the next two years. i wont be surprised if only one person knows what this is about. because it doesn't really make sense. i just miss him..the old him...the funny crazy outrageous caring loving him.

I was so fucking horrible to him. i feel like shit right now for realizing what a huge bitch i was to him. I'm sorry if you ever see this....