...Never trust anyone unless your positive they can be trusted...
I guess people dont really understand just how busy i really am. Sorry i didnt call you claire, i was busy, like always...
ANyways yeah...today..i was pissed off. People are soooooo retarded man. Well, i go to lunch, and my friend lauras there and im like you goin to amandas bday party and shes like i dunno are you and im like yeah and she goes oh yeah thats right i remeber now and im like huh? i never told you if i was goin or not and shes like well amanda told me that you were goin....and im like WHAT...what was she sayin, and Lauras like she was just sayin how you got a bf now and your bringing him to the party and you bringin your cousin too and im like WTF...who the hell...how the hell? i never said i had a bf, cuz i dont got a bf so wtf is she talkin abouttt and Lauras like i dunno thats what she said and she was like amanda said I cant believe nicoles bringin a guy....okay..what is she tryin to imply..no guys would wanna go with me or something?.. okay i know i aint attractive, but she aint nothin to look at either so where does she get off sayin this?..it makes me feel horrible that Amanda, the girl that likes like 5 seconds from my house and is like practically my best friend went and said all that shit. I never told her i had a bf, all i asked was if i could bring steve with me since everyone else was bringin a date and because one the top of everyones invitation, but mine, she wrote bring a date. I seriously think she thinks im too ugly to get a guy to come to her party with me, or in that case, even like me at all....kinda makes me feel like shit...
yeah....there goes to show you who your real friends are...and it aint even like i can confront her either cuz Laura said she doesnt want me sayin anythin cuz amanda will lie and deny she said anythin like she always does. I dont get it... why can everyone else bring a date and not get a " i cant believe shes actually bringin someone"... retards... i mean is it really that hard to believe?!?!....people really surprise me...
yeah so school sucked pretty bad today but gym class was fun..lol jenn and kim always make me laugh.
So yeah...i think i know what im gonna buy amanda on Saturday when i go to the mall... i dunoo still whats happenin Saturday... im such a lucky person lol...well..i gotta go baby sitt...
<3 Nikki
ANyways yeah...today..i was pissed off. People are soooooo retarded man. Well, i go to lunch, and my friend lauras there and im like you goin to amandas bday party and shes like i dunno are you and im like yeah and she goes oh yeah thats right i remeber now and im like huh? i never told you if i was goin or not and shes like well amanda told me that you were goin....and im like WHAT...what was she sayin, and Lauras like she was just sayin how you got a bf now and your bringing him to the party and you bringin your cousin too and im like WTF...who the hell...how the hell? i never said i had a bf, cuz i dont got a bf so wtf is she talkin abouttt and Lauras like i dunno thats what she said and she was like amanda said I cant believe nicoles bringin a guy....okay..what is she tryin to imply..no guys would wanna go with me or something?.. okay i know i aint attractive, but she aint nothin to look at either so where does she get off sayin this?..it makes me feel horrible that Amanda, the girl that likes like 5 seconds from my house and is like practically my best friend went and said all that shit. I never told her i had a bf, all i asked was if i could bring steve with me since everyone else was bringin a date and because one the top of everyones invitation, but mine, she wrote bring a date. I seriously think she thinks im too ugly to get a guy to come to her party with me, or in that case, even like me at all....kinda makes me feel like shit...
yeah....there goes to show you who your real friends are...and it aint even like i can confront her either cuz Laura said she doesnt want me sayin anythin cuz amanda will lie and deny she said anythin like she always does. I dont get it... why can everyone else bring a date and not get a " i cant believe shes actually bringin someone"... retards... i mean is it really that hard to believe?!?!....people really surprise me...
yeah so school sucked pretty bad today but gym class was fun..lol jenn and kim always make me laugh.
So yeah...i think i know what im gonna buy amanda on Saturday when i go to the mall... i dunoo still whats happenin Saturday... im such a lucky person lol...well..i gotta go baby sitt...
<3 Nikki