why do things always have to be confusing in my life?
Weekend was okay i guess, happy i have tomorrow off, i kinda need it badly.
this upcomin week looks pretty busy for me, first off this week is Midterms..urg...that alone is enough on me, but then, im suppose to meet jamie and steves friend Steve, i talked to him online a couple times, he seems cool from what i got so far, im suppose to go on this blind date..not sure if i wanna cuz yeah i dunno alotta reasons, but then again i really want meet him. >Jamie Kim says that she might wanna go if thats okay with you, she told me sheld wanna go but i told her i dont know since this whole thing was totally your idea, but i think kim comin would be cool..but thats your decision lol. Anywayss, yeah i feel like such a dork, i almost..ALMOST cried at a movie, WTF?!?! that so is NOT me, ive never cried during a movie, i mean, i didnt even cry at a funeral or wake, for my own family members...i dont know im a dork lol. ANyways yeah, i dunno whats wrong with me lately, im really tired, acting weird, sick...weird things goin on with me, perhaps somethings wrong? who knows, i sure dont.
So yeahhh, my mom thinks im suffering from an eating disorder..i know wtfff? crazyyy i knowww. I mean i eat like a heffer, and im really not the skinniest thing in the world. BUt since ive been sick or something since december 5, she thinks i am. Ive been throwin up since December 5, but not everyday, more like once a week, and it definitly is not because i want to. So yeah my sister was talkin to me about it and my moms like YEAH ITS CUZ SHE HAS AN EATING DISORDER...yeah right bitch bite me, i dont have no eating disorder, i eat food, for god sakes i love food lol. She dont know her ass from her elbow...oh well
So yeahh, i gotta do my math midterm review which is 50 pts on ou r lowest test or quiz. WOO to THAT.i dunno how badly i need that, i dont really wanna know how badly i need that lol.oh well, math aint my subject, never was, never will be, thats just how it is, and i really cant do anything about it. ive worked my ass off, all the time, just for a good grade, and i still aint doing that well, but then again, i was absent alot due to this illness or whatever the hell it is thats wrong with me. Oh well nothin i can say or do bout that.
Yeah well im gonna go now, im kinda busy...ttyl
<3 Nikki
this upcomin week looks pretty busy for me, first off this week is Midterms..urg...that alone is enough on me, but then, im suppose to meet jamie and steves friend Steve, i talked to him online a couple times, he seems cool from what i got so far, im suppose to go on this blind date..not sure if i wanna cuz yeah i dunno alotta reasons, but then again i really want meet him. >Jamie Kim says that she might wanna go if thats okay with you, she told me sheld wanna go but i told her i dont know since this whole thing was totally your idea, but i think kim comin would be cool..but thats your decision lol. Anywayss, yeah i feel like such a dork, i almost..ALMOST cried at a movie, WTF?!?! that so is NOT me, ive never cried during a movie, i mean, i didnt even cry at a funeral or wake, for my own family members...i dont know im a dork lol. ANyways yeah, i dunno whats wrong with me lately, im really tired, acting weird, sick...weird things goin on with me, perhaps somethings wrong? who knows, i sure dont.
So yeahhh, my mom thinks im suffering from an eating disorder..i know wtfff? crazyyy i knowww. I mean i eat like a heffer, and im really not the skinniest thing in the world. BUt since ive been sick or something since december 5, she thinks i am. Ive been throwin up since December 5, but not everyday, more like once a week, and it definitly is not because i want to. So yeah my sister was talkin to me about it and my moms like YEAH ITS CUZ SHE HAS AN EATING DISORDER...yeah right bitch bite me, i dont have no eating disorder, i eat food, for god sakes i love food lol. She dont know her ass from her elbow...oh well
So yeahh, i gotta do my math midterm review which is 50 pts on ou r lowest test or quiz. WOO to THAT.i dunno how badly i need that, i dont really wanna know how badly i need that lol.oh well, math aint my subject, never was, never will be, thats just how it is, and i really cant do anything about it. ive worked my ass off, all the time, just for a good grade, and i still aint doing that well, but then again, i was absent alot due to this illness or whatever the hell it is thats wrong with me. Oh well nothin i can say or do bout that.
Yeah well im gonna go now, im kinda busy...ttyl
<3 Nikki