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I went to E's house last night.
I had the car and the time and said "Fuck it, why not?"
So I knocked on his door and his Dad answered and I went in his room and I swear, it was exactly the same. A year had gone by and the only thing that had changed was that we were fatter. It was nice, though. He is trying to stay away from weed and wants to be an electrician and he really wanted to screw me, I think, because he was making all sorts of sexual jokes and touching on me. It was interesting to say the least.
In other news, I apparently lost 5 pounds this week which is odd seeing as I was on an eating binge.
I don't trust scales.
i'm happy to be back in Oceanside. I didn't realize how much I missed it here. I hope that everything works out this time because I just want to be done with school already. It's taking forever. Sometimes I wonder where my life would be if I had applied and gotten into a four year college. I think I would be happier but the adventure was worth it.