There's an empty place inside that is hurting me....why you gotta be so mean to me??
So not too much is going on right now...
Everything's going by so fast.
I miss my childhood. I miss how Saturday nights used to be. Parent's go bowling, Jenny Pepper would babysit us. Or the neighbors Eric and Troy. God I had a huge crush on them when I was little lol. Everyone knew too. I remember, we would play house in the basement, and my sister always got to be the mom, or Eric's wife. I was so mad that I never got to be "married" to Eric. Lol I was a nerd.
I have so many memories I hope I never forget.
You know, I write a lot of sentimental crap. Too much.
There are friends I have right now that I really don't want to hang out with anymore. I know that sounds bad, but everytime I hang out with one person, they make me feel like crap. They sort of disagree with everything I say like sorry I don't believe everything you do. I am different than you. Not like they can't disagree with me, its not like that... it's that when they do, they make me feel like crap. It pisses me off.
The only person I really like from our school is Sarah. and seana she rocks.
I'm glad I know what I'm going to do for the rest of my life. Although it doesn't pay too well, I know I will be so happy doing it. And the money that my doctor husband makes will make it all great!!
I don't want to grow up.
CAN'T WAIT FOR SUMMER
"The least they ever gave you was the most you ever knew. And I wonder where these dreams go when the world gets in your way, whats the point in all this screaming, no ones listening anyway..."
"She wonders where these dreams go, cuz the world got in her way...."
"You know I see right through you cuz the world gets in your way...."
That song reminds me of Eric. Makes me wanna cry.
Everything's going by so fast.
I miss my childhood. I miss how Saturday nights used to be. Parent's go bowling, Jenny Pepper would babysit us. Or the neighbors Eric and Troy. God I had a huge crush on them when I was little lol. Everyone knew too. I remember, we would play house in the basement, and my sister always got to be the mom, or Eric's wife. I was so mad that I never got to be "married" to Eric. Lol I was a nerd.
I have so many memories I hope I never forget.
You know, I write a lot of sentimental crap. Too much.
There are friends I have right now that I really don't want to hang out with anymore. I know that sounds bad, but everytime I hang out with one person, they make me feel like crap. They sort of disagree with everything I say like sorry I don't believe everything you do. I am different than you. Not like they can't disagree with me, its not like that... it's that when they do, they make me feel like crap. It pisses me off.
The only person I really like from our school is Sarah. and seana she rocks.
I'm glad I know what I'm going to do for the rest of my life. Although it doesn't pay too well, I know I will be so happy doing it. And the money that my doctor husband makes will make it all great!!
I don't want to grow up.
CAN'T WAIT FOR SUMMER
"The least they ever gave you was the most you ever knew. And I wonder where these dreams go when the world gets in your way, whats the point in all this screaming, no ones listening anyway..."
"She wonders where these dreams go, cuz the world got in her way...."
"You know I see right through you cuz the world gets in your way...."
That song reminds me of Eric. Makes me wanna cry.