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So I got back at like 3. And I still feel like shit. Apparently my dad is not proud of me and is proud of my sister because they've never had a problem with her. He has to be fucking kidding himself he must have forgot. Yeah because they've had all these problems with me. Name one. This is what my cousin she heard on the boat while I was swimming and she was in the back tanning.
Dad:I'm so proud of you shannon
Shannon: Why
D: because you're such a good kid we've never had a problem with you.
Then this morning my cousin tells me this was said while I was still sleeping.
Shannon having an attitude with my dad and my uncle goes "well i guess all girls shannons age have attitudes sometimes" and my dad goes "no dont say that jeff shannon doesn't have an attitude, she's never given us any problems"
That's such bs. and just last night i was almost crying when i was talking to my cousin about how my sister is such a bitch to me when i am so nice to her and my parents act like i am this big problem child when i have never even given them any trouble. and how my uncle says "you're going to have to watch out for her" to my dad in front of me. I haven't seen you for five years and when i do you you think you know me after 3 hours? and my cousin totally understands about my sister because she sees it and when i tell her about my dad she says "but he's so nice to you" and i just say "he doesn't mean it"
I don't need you I can take care of myself.
But other than that upnorth was really fun. Except when we first got there and my mom told my dad that she dented the boat and my dad was pissed as hell because its brand new. My aunt and uncle came up on thursday. We went to the party store and we saw them on the way there and we stopped and made sure we saw them turn right on to state and they did so we thought they would make it but when we got to the house they weren't there and we thought maybe they got lost but how could they because you just keep going straight. We knew it was them because it was a motorcycle and my aunt has a pink helmet. But I guess they just stopped to get something to eat and then like two hours later they called while we were going to go on the boat and we went back and got them.
I realized how much I love my aunt. She is the coolest.
I was kind of bummed after the fireworks though because most of petes aunts and uncles had to work on friday so guess who wasnt there. then friday when he left our house and went home, 15 other people were over there they had all got there friday night. I was so bummed.
I had a dream that I went to a new school and I was walking down the hall and I passed dennis and i said "heyjes" and then i was walking away and think what a stupid thing to say how did i say that and then he came to my locker and was like "whats up with that?" and i said what and he said "you walked by and said hey jerk" and i was like no I said hey jes I dont know why and he goes oh. and then he gave me that damn look and we kissed and then he walked me to my class and I could find him after that.
You write that a few days after it happened and you're pissed then and "crushed" and shit when after you were so nice to me and said you weren't mad. Maybe you do need to speak up.
Well, maybe next 4th.
Dad:I'm so proud of you shannon
Shannon: Why
D: because you're such a good kid we've never had a problem with you.
Then this morning my cousin tells me this was said while I was still sleeping.
Shannon having an attitude with my dad and my uncle goes "well i guess all girls shannons age have attitudes sometimes" and my dad goes "no dont say that jeff shannon doesn't have an attitude, she's never given us any problems"
That's such bs. and just last night i was almost crying when i was talking to my cousin about how my sister is such a bitch to me when i am so nice to her and my parents act like i am this big problem child when i have never even given them any trouble. and how my uncle says "you're going to have to watch out for her" to my dad in front of me. I haven't seen you for five years and when i do you you think you know me after 3 hours? and my cousin totally understands about my sister because she sees it and when i tell her about my dad she says "but he's so nice to you" and i just say "he doesn't mean it"
I don't need you I can take care of myself.
But other than that upnorth was really fun. Except when we first got there and my mom told my dad that she dented the boat and my dad was pissed as hell because its brand new. My aunt and uncle came up on thursday. We went to the party store and we saw them on the way there and we stopped and made sure we saw them turn right on to state and they did so we thought they would make it but when we got to the house they weren't there and we thought maybe they got lost but how could they because you just keep going straight. We knew it was them because it was a motorcycle and my aunt has a pink helmet. But I guess they just stopped to get something to eat and then like two hours later they called while we were going to go on the boat and we went back and got them.
I realized how much I love my aunt. She is the coolest.
I was kind of bummed after the fireworks though because most of petes aunts and uncles had to work on friday so guess who wasnt there. then friday when he left our house and went home, 15 other people were over there they had all got there friday night. I was so bummed.
I had a dream that I went to a new school and I was walking down the hall and I passed dennis and i said "heyjes" and then i was walking away and think what a stupid thing to say how did i say that and then he came to my locker and was like "whats up with that?" and i said what and he said "you walked by and said hey jerk" and i was like no I said hey jes I dont know why and he goes oh. and then he gave me that damn look and we kissed and then he walked me to my class and I could find him after that.
You write that a few days after it happened and you're pissed then and "crushed" and shit when after you were so nice to me and said you weren't mad. Maybe you do need to speak up.
Well, maybe next 4th.